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Oooh a professional statement about cutting.  How Real World like.  Frankie/Adam relationship deal yet again.  Frankie needs to hold her shit together.  Jamie and Frankie talk about what to say to Dave.  Jamie says she should just tell him that they've done stuff.  Frankie just doesn't want to hurt homeboy.  You did it, tell him.  That's it.  Frankie tells Dave that she kissed somebody.  He tells her if she does it once, she can do it many more times.  Now Dave isn't coming.  This dude is being an asshole.  She's crying.  Razndy gives her a hug and all things are happy happy joy joy.  Yeah, fucking right. Frankie gets a page from Dave.  She calls him on a shitty pay phone so they decide to go home and call him.   Jamie and her go back to the house.  Frankie wants to know what's going on.  She's so nervious.  Nobody is picking up the phone.  It's always fucking busy.  Frankie says she's made Dave miserable.  Frankie is breathing heavily.  Jamie has no idea on what's going on.  Now Frankie's crying.  She just thought it was about Dave not picking up.  Jamie sees Frankie dropped a knife.  That's way fucked up.

Jamie approachs Frankie.  Frankie says she's fine.   Jamie knows what's going on .  Frankie doesn't want to talk about it.  Frankie goes right to bed.  Cameran figures it out.  She questions if she is contemplating suicide.  I don't think she's that crazy.   Jamie says she remembers Frankie saying she can't get any above her cuts.  Jamie searches online for self pain inflicters.  She looks it up so that she knows what she's going through.  Jamie asks if it was the first time.  Frankie and Jamie decide to talk about it tomorrow.  They're both trying to not cry.  I think Frankie needs to say she has a problem and does this because it's easier then letting her feelings be shown.

Frankie and Jamie go talk alone.  Then Cameran and Robin wanna join.  Frankie says first judgements she's out the door.  They all question her.  Jamie disagrees with her method.  She says it scares her.  Frankie says it's taking pain and replacing it with pain.  Frankie is frustrated.   Jamie says alone would have been better.  Frankie says everybody is driving her crazy.  She calls Dave up.  She tells him that she cut herself.  He doesn't hate you, bitch.  What is wrong with you?  Dave doesn't want her to hurt herself.  He tells her to jump, she says how high?  Jamie wants to take Frankie out to listen to others stories.  Jamie says she wants Frankie to vent to her.  Frankie says she'll go to the place and wants Jamie to come with her.  Frankie tells this ugly ass lady her story.  This doctor lady tells her that pain is just replacing other pain.  Frankie thinks it's her emotions that are causing this.